Weird thoughts

I see you, I see what you do.

But I don’t get you, don’t get what you do.

The dark clouds of my heart, thank God I’m far from it these days, really?

Yes, well… it rumbles softly, just over the horizon a bit… but doesn’t really get in the way of my clear views anymore like the days of yester-years.

But still, when I see you, and see what you do, I wonder… what is it you hope to achieve by doing what you do?

I should move on, ignore you, and take in the breath of fresh air, the rumblings of the clouds, and the movement of the tumultuous ocean in my heart… Cause thats my journey, I have been through so much. I deal with my weird thoughts much better these days. hahaha…

First day of Fasting

For the first time, I am breaking my own promise in this blog. I’m doing an entry in English. haha… well, I lasted this long, but it’s just not practical. I can not maintain two blogs. This one is barely updated, the English sister to this site fares just a little bit poorer – okay, a LOT poorer… I think there is only 3 posts there so far. Might as well delete it .

But i’ll give you this though – I’ll do my best to not mix both language in a post.

Okay, back to topic – first day of fasting. Pregnant me, fasting. I was a bit weak on the knees this morning – 8 a.m… imagine that – already feeling weak at 8?!?! The prospect of lasting until 6 p.m. tonight was so daunting. I was ready to brew up some tea to rid my hunger pang.

But then as the day gave way, I realized that I was ay okay… I think I might last the whole day .

My doctor said it was okay when I had my check up last Saturday – and it seems to be going well so far…  I hope I make it

one good thing comes out of it – free lunch hour gives me time to doodle around with the name game. *sigh* still have not settled on one yet…